I don't have anything to complain about, so I don't write in the bitch much anymore ( Read more... )

All boys... take this into consideration<3

Tell her you think shes cool. Tell her why you think shes so cool. Smell her hair. Talk to her in movie theatres. Hold her hand and skip. Hold her hand and run. Just hold her hand. Pick flowers from other peoples gardens and give them to her. Tell her she looks pretty. Introduce her to your friends as ( Read more... )

I hate this. I hate it. I had plans but there is always something better to do for other people, and it is so easy for people to just fuck you over without even considering your feelings. So now I am stuck in my miserable house on new years. All I wanted was to have fun, because I have been stuck and confused for to long, and I just wanted to go ( Read more... )

So I did nothing today. I woke up at around 12. Sat on my ass. Listened to a fuck load of music. Talked online. Remembered how much I like songs about sex, but forgot how much I do not like sex. Hung out with my cousin. Watched TV. Ate chicken. Went pee twice (used toilet paper). Talked to someone and we actually communicated without arguement. ( Read more... )

2 days till Christmas. I try to be in the holiday spirit... but what is to be spiritive about ( Read more... )

Alright, these are the things I have been up to for the past week... Lets start with last tuesday ( Read more... )

I am under a lot of stress... I've lost good friends, and even a love...
Yet, oddly enough I can smile.
Nothing is right at all, but I feel like I can accept the chaos now. Everything will work it's self out with time, I just have to wait it out.
It's cold outside, but I feel secure enough not to wear a jacket. I have security now. I have never ( Read more... )

Caution: The falling material is emo, and could cause self-mutilation.

Ever feel like your falling when you stand up. Like nothing is right? Do you ever wonder if any of it is even worth it anymore? You give it your all but it's never enough. Nothing is ever enough. It's so hard to make things seem okay when nothing really is. It's hard to pretend ( Read more... )