this week has been krap!!! so gay so lame!!!! everyday brings a little more heartache a little more stress and alot more i have to deal with... but soon it will all be over......

well lets see alots been going on with me...i resently moved schools......its been a great experiance...ive gotten to know myself a little bit better and ive seen how i deal with new situations.......and how i well im able to open up to new people who just entered my life......i was scarred and wondered how strange this would e for me but so far so

i died......yet Im alive........i wanted to die......but i was alive.......apathy......y does everyone consist of apathy.............kare about the world around you............make it better............make it some place you love to be ...............................and not a place to live before you become six feet under........................ ( Read more... )

this is my 3rd LJ i hated the first one and ive changed since the second so here a new one and i have a new life with new people so im sorta happy this will be the place where i can write my thought and how i feel not only my suroundings well i'll write more when the insperation comes..................