I understand its completely useless to feel sorry for yourself, but when you physically miss someone, its hard to avoid it. I was pretty much over her, and of course, who appears out of nowhere? I may as well just become a recluse.

Can someone please tell me why i even try cause nothing ever seems to work for me.

Its so funny in such a fucked up way how people can take something whispered, twist it, warp it, and then fuck you over. im so angry im shaking right now. Deep breathing wont calm me down. i just cant believe how fucked up people are.

Finally a beautiful turn of events that i so desperately needed after this lame weekend. :D

I find it very difficult to ignore someone when they are all you think about :/ go figure right?

I just dont understand it though. Why lie if you really do want to be with me? Women are confusing. (cue feminist responses)

It feels so strange to have my life stripped as bare as it is now. No gf, a former best friend feeling like an aquaintance... Life feels really simple now, but it also feels so weird... im kind of at a loss for words here...

So i havent posted in a long, LONG time... and whats there to say? Ive finally started working harder in school, i think i just about have my life going the way id like it to go. For once i dont have that awkward feeling in my chest that ive had for years. My mind still wanders elsewhere, but im sure thats something thats pretty normal. Other than ( Read more... )

And people wonder why im a fucking anarchist.

You never know how good things are till they're gone.

Great... I have to wake up at 7 to get to school at 9 on a SATURDAY MORNING. How ludicrous is that? Its ridiculous. Just because I forgot my stupid ID. I was gonna buy one and pay 1 dollar for a temporary one made of paper, but as soon as i stepped into line, the principal sent me to class. Which got me an F for the day in the class, AND saturday ( Read more... )