Last night and all today I've felt really peaceful. I think looking at the pictures of when my mom was younger helped a bit. Honestly I think my mom is with me more now then she ever could have been before, especially this past year. She's with me everywhere I go now, not just when I get home or if we go somewhere as a family. She can watch ( Read more... )

My mom died Friday night. The two days before she died were the worst, she first could barely talk, she tried to talk so hard but she couldn't make the words, and then she couldn't move her body anymore. She had a really hard time breathing. Finally she stopped breathing and was gone ( Read more... )

Yesterday was the best XD It was Great Lakes UDA competition, and we owned them ( Read more... )

So yesterday was the first day I had fun in a while. Around 6:50 Melissa and Crissi came and picked me up, then we all went to Dave O's house. There were only three kids there when we got there, but then Michael and Matt came, and then 30 people or more after them. We were outside for a while before waiting, then we went inside and went down ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I've written in here eh ( Read more... )

new layout =D (I never would have thought about animating my layout unless Nhi checked her livejournal during IDS... so thanks Nhi! heh)

I haven't had much free time lately. It seems like all I've had time to do is sleep, eat, go to school, do homework, and dance. Social time? Psh, that has been almost non-existent.

School has been good so far though. I really dislike Mr. Bartlett. He's a horrible teacher. I hate that class with a passion. Pop quizzes with quotes from the ( Read more... )

So the first day of school was kind of boring. Not exciting, not nerve wrecking.. boring just like I had anticipated. I didn't get a lot of sleep last night.. I tried to go to sleep at 10:20, but I couldn't sleep and ended up lying there until 1 something. Amazingly I got up on time, and wasn't late ( Read more... )

So yesterday was kind of a crappy day for me. I had a headache, and I was just not in a very social/happy mood. I talked to Michael, Jim, and their friend Matt on AIM talk.. haha that was interesting.. They're great singers (heh heh). Well I don't know if I can really say I talked to them.. I wasn't in a talkative mood, so I mainly listened. ( Read more... )

My poor lj, all abandoned and lonely.. should I pick it up and write in it once in a while? Perhaps..