I'm sitting at work feeling sick to my stomach covered in battle scars. I like my job but not when its 100 degrees in the room and I'm completely restraining a 93lb girl who wants to rip my face off. I want to go home and sleep but I'm stuck here for another 5 hours yelling blocking and battling.
To preface this entry Id like to say I havent written in here in a long long time. I dont know who I saw, I imagine it was richard, But Im not sure. I read this and I know longer feel this way...But Im leaving it up anyway
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I really dont know how i feel at this point. but i had butterflies today...i wasnt mad or hurt or anything it just felt good to be around him. i miss it more than anything..ever