i accidentally drank sour chocolate milk tonight. oh my gosh, i think my stomach hates me. it's the most miserable feeling in the world. but; sick or not i have to go to school tomorrow & that's the end of that ( Read more... )

things are so perfect with j-bo now. for a few days we didn't speak, but we still asked about one another. today he called me & we hung out at hank's & things got right back on track. at the start of the night we talked a lot about where he/we stood with a lot of things. after a little bit, i took him back to his house so he could get a shower & go ( Read more... )

i'm kicking myself in the face right now. will you join me? please ( Read more... )

i slammed jason's fingers in the car door today. i felt SO bad... haha but iw as laughing to hard. oh man i'm laughing again. hahaha ( Read more... )

[exit]james. drugstore cowboy with a horrible temper & major insecurity problems.

[enter]jason (j-bo). hank's best friend. 6'6" 310 lb sweet southern boy. ACTUAL farmkid with a REAL southern accent. oh & he's not big-talking. he's just plain iron-fisted. :) ddaaaaamn. my kinda [actual] cowboy. i've never met a boy so perfect for me ( Read more... )

( SHUT IT UP. i feel like talking about him right now. )

i cheated on him. i know, i was extremely wasted. i can't believe we're still together. although i don't know how long we will be... he hasn't decided yet. he freaked out when i told him though... i mean he freaked out. it was such a mess & i felt horrible. of course i felt horrible. i messed up so bad. he called me a slut & for the first time i ( Read more... )

wow, all i'm gonna say about last night is i got so crazy. if i called you, i'm sorry, i'm sure it wasn't pleasant, don't ask me about it, i PROMISE i won't remember ( Read more... )

i really can't believe how lucky i am. <3 what more is there to say? you keep me from sleep. (=

school shopping all done! yay! forget school. i'm so nervous about this year. not the social part, forget the social part. just the grades part. this is the year. i can't mess around at all. so somehow i'm going to need to balance two jobs, riding ( Read more... )

RUT. rut, rut, rut. why do you act this way? i hope i didn't do anything wrong.

i can't wait until saturday. it's much easier to be with you in person. plus
iii mmmmmiiiiiisssss youuuuuuuu! i want to hold yr hand. =(