i feel ( pretty )

i've never been in a long distance relationship, but now i guess i'm gonna have to figure it out. james had to move in with his mom in new port richey today, things weren't working out with his current arrangements. so it looks like i won't be seeing him too much! although he is insisting on coming back on saturday so we can take his transam to the ( Read more... )

i've never been in a long distance relationship, but now i guess i'm gonna have to figure it out. james had to move in with his mom in new port richey today, things weren't working out with his current arrangements. so it looks like i won't be seeing him too much! although he is insisting on coming back on saturday so we can take his transam to the ( Read more... )

so i just bawled my eyes out like a little baby. if any of y'all listen to country and have heard "whiskey lullaby" by brad paisley & alison krauss, you understand. i wouldn't even let myself listen to the song, but the video came on so i thought "okay, maybe it's a really sweet song. i'll just get it over with." yeah, it was a really bittersweet ( Read more... )

wow, it pisses me off when you're drunk. "prude"? hmm, try "respectable". bitch. how dare you?

( dear _____, )

( BORDEOM ATTACKS! AHHHH! )

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uh, i'm changing my standards. as a result of being sickened ( Read more... )

hokay. so.

i keep having dreams that i'm pregnant. & i wake up thinking i'm still pregnant & i just lie there practically paralyzed.

this is really starting to freak me out.

someone please explain to me why he won't get out of my head. he's a thing of the past. it's been two and a half years since we ended it a final time. why is he still dancing through my thoughts? every time i close my eyes i see him; his half-smile, his stance, his smirk, his eyes, mygoshmygosh they're so full. brimming with care. or they used to ( Read more... )