Thursday I was hunted down by security at RCC just before my 3D Design class was to end, and was escorted to the Tech building to the psychologists office. Apparently my brother had told a friend earlier that day that he was going to kill himself and that he should have done it a long while ago. They got the Sheriffs and cops involved, to try to ( Read more... )

tomorrow it is 10 years since we lost my mom. really i dont know what to say about it... 10 years is a long time. it almost just felt like we started over from one year after she died when we moved in this new house a year ago on the 3rd. billy broke up with angela and has been crashing on the couch here in the house. we are all here, back together ( Read more... )

today had such potential to be a great day... i had a great dream involving a wonderful girl, my classes went well ( Read more... )

im taking my dad into columbia presbyterian hospital tomorrow for a cardiac catheterization...
its a 4 hour procedure and then a 4 hour recovery... i wish i wouldnt be waiting alone for 8 + hours for him..

went out drinking with sarah, her bf and her sister and her friends last night... got fucked up lol ( Read more... )

and she told me she loves me...

i dreamt my tattoo pealed off last night.... just the edges remained.... weird.

i just felt like posting one of my new photo pieces i did, from old negatives actually, im going to continue with the idea of creating multi-photo portraits in a similar fashion. and pardon the crap-tastic picture, my MacBook's cam is no 7.1 megapixel Canon.


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Its been 30 days since my last cigarette.

I win. woo.

I helped Lauren move into her new apartment in New Paltz today. The day really started out looking like it was going to be disasterous but we managed to get it all together. It was a good decision on my part to help her, she would have probably had a meltdown if i hadnt ( Read more... )