Hmmm... Im at Lennys house right now.... im not really doing anything.... just sitting here... its all good though. I think im going home soon anyways I think ( Read more... )

Havent updated in FOREVER... a shit load has happened, so here goes ( Read more... )

I stress out too much.. even tho I told myself like last week that I was done worrying about it, im not ( Read more... )

I dont wanna deal with this depression and anxiety anymore..
Everything is so fucked up.

FUCK

I am definately not happy with myself, or my current situation.. I know that people think I am, but thats because I fake a good smile ( Read more... )

I suddenly feel happy about things ( Read more... )

I get these bad thoughts in my head ( Read more... )

Why am I not good enough for him ( Read more... )

Damn... I havent updated in a long fucking time... not much has happened anyways..
My christmas was good..
I got a cd player and new speakers for my car..
Clothes..
A hair straighter
$150

So yea, Im going to buy some new shoes this week, and im calling tomorrow to take my car in and get my shit installed..

Christmas would have been more complete ( Read more... )

My whole life is fuckig bullshit.. I cant stand it anymore. Im failing my world history class, and i asked for extra credit, and she making me write a 5 page paper on something about the ancient world that we learned... this is all bullshit, i was getting all A's in the class, then the fucking test brought me down to a 49%... fucking gay ( Read more... )