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Yay John is coming tomarrow! that means drugs and destruction! We are going to go to the beach to camp out and fry. im excited to try something new. we're probably gonna stay a day or two. im so high. i think im gonna go lay down with mark, im sleepy and he is more comfy than my bed. goodnight

I finally realized something today. I realized that love is a tricky fucking thing. In fact its a conniving little fucker. I'm starting to hate it. I'm starting to think that I never want to love anyone again. I just want to dip my heart in cement and let it harden so no one can ever hurt it again. Things are starting to become clear to me and im ( Read more... )

So me and Bianka have decided that we are moving in together! We are so excited. We are going to make so many memories in that apt. That apt. is going to be party central! Well i have to go but i'll finish updating later

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so it about 12pm and my cell phone rings...to my unfortunate surprize its bianka's mom...she asks me if i was with b last night and i proceed to tell her that i didnt go to the beach as was planned and then she tells me..well your lucky because bianka was arrested last night!!! my heart dropped...i was so worried and wanted to blame myself. last ( Read more... )

i just woke up...ugh i think i drank too much last night.....i think im gonna puke....