Do you ever look back on the old yous and wonder what was better what is not. Why do we change, become new followers. We are not what we once were, who, or why. So many myths of myself have i walked through. I'm feeling sad and lonely and i don't know why. Went to a mexican restaurant tonight. It was fun but now i feel like a slug. Am i changed by ( Read more... )

Do you ever feel with the passing time that you are fading away. Losing yourself in the shadows of memories and self-destructive actions. One day I hope to be free. One day I wish I could just be me.

Grrr...two very frustrating days ina row. This has started as a tough week. I have realized that a lot of people suck!And don't have brains. I'm having difficulties this week...it's all in my head. I can't break down...I'm too far. I went to talk to some of the girls at the clinic by Amy's request. It was interesting...very different crowd. It made ( Read more... )

My troubles are resting on my shoulders and I'm about to break!

i just want to say...I graduate on wednesday. Only a few of you will know what I'm talking about. It's been a long and hard 13 weeks. I can't even beieve that it's finally ending.

I went out tonight with Kerry. We got all done up like it was something special. I can honestly ay for the first time in months...I looked pretty damn hot!!! We ended up at the fesival. It was fun...could have been funner. is that even a word?

where are you when I need you? Do you remember when you promised me forever?

01] I ________ Ashley ( Read more... )

[ Name ]: Ashley ( Read more... )