L. E. N. A.

"And the poets were just kids who didn't make it"
                                                                fall.out.boy.

I'm getting rid of this Journal. I lost control of it.

so instead, I got a new name.
newwonderful

add- GOGOGO.

( Not One, not Two, but THREE surveys. )

( Not one, but TWO whole surveys. )

( Hey look at that- a survey under a cut! )

Dearest Happiness,

I want you back.

Forever;
-Lena.

Dear World,

I'm trying to be happy.

so.quit.trying.to.bring.me.down.

come on, there's only so much I can take at one time.
Don't push the limit.
I'm afraid of everything.

-it took them too long to realize what was wrong with Elie- and now he's more sick

-well, more than one reason, I guess-

-&& insurance decided they weren't gonna pay for the medicine we can't afford.
-So he's sorta lacking meds(until the docs perscribe the generic one that  insurance WILL pay for)
-And he's getting weird side effects to the anti- ( Read more... )

No matter how far you go-
The worst pain will always be
That in this point in time

YOU'RE NOT GOOD ENOUGH.

foreverholdyourpeace.

You are never alone
because somewhere,
someone out there
Is wishing on the same star
That you're wishing on.