switching lj: heart kicks head

"happy" birthday to me

i am trying so hard to be okay... but there is this overwhelming necessity to strangle you both... ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

tomorrow, may 30th, we would have been together for 2 years and 6 monthswell.. i closed my journal thinking that i wouldnt get to use the internet anymore.. but terrance helped me fix my home computer.. so i guess i can still write here ( Read more... )

i wish i was this strong ( Read more... )

i wish life was as simple as some of my best memories of it... warm spring mornings and dim vermont autumns... things always mean something to you after they are long over

see you around

i think its fitting i can hear this song coming out of your headphones ( Read more... )

today has officially been the worst day of my life. everything is gone and everything is over and nothing will ever get better again. i probably won't come on the internet very often and my site will be taken down. so i'm sorry everyone... i love you all

have you ever been so utterly aghast and sad at something that you can't do anything but stare without breathing as a single tear runs down your cheek?

that is the worst kind of sad that there is my friends.

plz watch my movie!!! OMG!!!


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