Last November I made a list of some goals I had floating around....Lets see how close I've come ( Read more... )

I miss so many people and all at the same time.....

I was noticing more things about myself today. I need to try alot harder not to think the worst of things. Even though when you are, at least when you do find out the reasoning if that is right you've already started being upset about it and getting over it rather than thinking the best and finding out the worst and then getting crushed over it ( Read more... )

It's weird how you can feel so much older and matured one day and then one little incident happens and all of a sudden you feel like a child again depending on your parents. I got in a really bad accident at about 3am sunday morning. I went to an awesome show out in vancouver which was 19+ and made it in. Then afterwards I even got into a bar and ( Read more... )

My goals ( Read more... )

I've know been living on my own for just over a week. Fancy that. It's definitly something new and interesting and yes I didn't really NEED to move out or anything but it's an experience and when I don't pay rent and I have free cable how could I say no? My parents have come to terms with it and my mom even helped me move some of my furniture into ( Read more... )

I forgot why I stopped drinking coffee until I get soooooo hyper it's impossible for me to sit down and eat or do anything for the next 4 hours. Then i think I annoy my parents because when I actually "feel" like talking to them or in a talkative mood with anyone for that matter I will talk ALOT. I can talk for hours on end about anything and ( Read more... )

So i'm taking 9 courses this year at school which include 3 grade 11 courses I didn't finish up last year. I'm taking lots of english stuff but I'm gradding with roughly 16 extra credits so it's good. I have my car back but I'm still broke as hell but i'll found out tommorrow if I got a job at this place but otherwise I'll just keep trying places. ( Read more... )

[1] I committed suicide ( Read more... )

So I've been partying, drinking I think a bit too much, smoking like a chimney ( but trust me I've cut back I've got no money to spend on my smoking habit). I have a shitty new job at this restaurant where I'll only get about 12 hours at the most a week and my manager is an ass. Luckily I work the same 3 days a week so I'm going to out and get ( Read more... )