"It always fascinated me how people go from loving you madly to nothing at all, nothing. It hurts so much. Here it is. One more, one less. Another wasted love story. I really love this one. When I think that it's over, that I'll never see him again like this... well yes, I'll bump into him, we'll meet our new boyfriend and girlfriend, act as if we ( Read more... )

i hate...

how there is a constant hound of pain, anxiety attacks and rapid heart beat 24/7..

how i have to fight tears, when im needed to be professional..

how i run outta my tower to catch a breath, take a puff, to calm myself down..

how i keep questioning, and answering my own questions..

how i force myself to listen to songsthatmakesmecry, so that i ( Read more... )

你说的话 在我心中生了根
爱得很深 所以心很疼
记忆 在我的心中翻滚
是不是每一个人
都像我一样笨

只怕再问 对彼此都太残忍
我能感觉 另外一个人
我等 等笑容换成泪痕
爱在崩溃的时候 比较真

太多疑问 知道答案又如何
原来容忍不需要天份
只要爱错一个人

心痛比快乐更真实
爱为何这样的讽刺
我忘了这是第几次
一见你就无法坚持

孤独比拥抱更真实
爱让人失去了理智
会不会是我太自私
拒绝更寂寞的日子

放不开 也看不见未来
难道这种不完美
才是爱情真实的样子

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although rationality is equivalent to drawing the line, how many of us have the balls to whip out permanent ink already ( Read more... )

Many have alter-egos, split personalities or is a closet schizo.
For me, I am me, but fine-tuned to behave differently at specific times of the day, however warped it might sound.

On week-days, I am this grumpy self with a pumping heart beat, racing with time in my three-inches. (I didn’t know I was pacing myself this way even after work, till D had ( Read more... )

finally, my room is 80% decluttered and my floor tiles are in view. after acquiring two additional clothes rack, my room has an uncanny resemblance to Flea&easy; a miniature one, that is. haha

(you have to pardon a part time certification course noobie)


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today is a, throw your furniture around, mess up your mess, slump in bed, feel terribly sorry for yourself day. theres no will in me to even click on the 43299772 blogshops links that comes uninvited in my gmail. out of a five days work week i only turned up for two, and i toy with the idea that i might return with my table packed in boxes ( Read more... )