well big fight results in me not doin ne thing 2day... ahhh!!!! mayb ill just go wander around outside... who the fuck knows where ill get to... o well c ya im leavin... call my cell if u need me or wanna kno where i m...

oh my fucking god i just found out that ive been slowly killing myself for the past like 4 or 5 years... ive been takin my allergy meds which has pseudoephedrin HCl which is pseudoephedrin hydrochloride i think... ne ways it can do damage to ur nose and nervous system... great... and 2day was career day and the one person i actually wanted to hear ( Read more... )

OMG CONGRATULATIONS KEN!!!yey!! well ne ways, since i last wrote... i got like 7 things done 2nite... i feel... tired lol but i wanna c my other show... ok i just saw a weird credit card commercial... so ne way, this was the chat between me and ken ( Read more... )

well... im sick of health, english, french and all the other classes trying to screw me over in life... except for math i guess cause theres no way that it can happen then... i hate it being brought up... half the time it just makes me wanna disappear or cry b/c that means that i hafta think about it again... and i cant handle thinkin about it ( Read more... )

hey hey i got 3 applications for jobs... but i went back after dinner with my daddy which was long after jen got hers... lol ne ways i got ones for cvs (omg i wanna work there!!), rave (eh, its a job...), and dots (which isnt that bad cause i get sum stuff there once in a while)... ne ways, i dunno wut i wanna do... umm but b4 that, i got waterice ( Read more... )

well well im listenin to records... and i almost broke the machine... not good, go me... so0o0o, i got kicked off like 5 times and ive now been on for over 5 minutes!! yey!! yeah so ne ways im done mone autobiographie for french!! go me!! and it makes sense lmao and im gonna start on my english card project rough copy... yey!! and then mayb if im ( Read more... )

ok ive been thinkin of my goals like all week... ever since i redid my profile like 2 weeks ago... and i cant think of ne... thats it, i dont give a fuck about goals ne more... ill grow up to b a goaless freak with to which no thought about my future at all... i give up... w/e bye

well well well... report card day... not bad, i ended up gettin all a's and 2 b's... ne ways, i have no goals ne more and i need sum... ne one kno ne goals for me?! lol yeah im gonna go now... i dont wanna infect ne thing... plus im sneezing... a lot... shit i gotta go make dinner... ill write a little later...

omg this day is nowhere near over and im about to cry histerically like my mom... ok shes been throwin up since like 2 in the mornin... now her legs hurt and she cant keep meds down and she about to histerically cry now too... she keeps sittin here cryin make it stop... and i feel hopeless cause i cant give her meds... and my house smells and i ( Read more... )

o yeah and my allergies r horrible... my eyes r almost practically swollen shut... ahhh!!! i hate spring cause of allergies... i never got em b4 like 7th or 8th grade... i just wish they would go away... =(