Someday Ill manage to move on...

[xswarmsoflocust]

So first off, i never check my LJ.. maybe i should more.. I'm a mess i guess. I turning into this corpse, where I dont feel, I dont care, and i have no will to live. Its quite a strange feeling not having ambitions or anything like that. I think im going to build up a big wall and lock everyone out. Cept Family. I'm done with relationships, Its not

Comments

[ilistentotechno]

It will get better dude.
Only time will tell.
But for now... you should
do shit keep your mind of
it. I know its hard.
But you should try.

[dollygagger]

It sounds like you need a 4am call...or email. I owe you.
fallmadrigal@yahoo.com

You might hate me now..

[tiado]

but, I agree totally with Jason.

I am sure your friends will gladly help you forget
about her. It probably bothers them just as much
over the situation you are in with her. One day you
will wake up and be like.. Maggie? Who's Maggie?
hahaha. Or something like that...

I don't really know though I guess..

I read somewhere.. I think in one of those retarded girl
magazines that on average it takes half the time you were
together to get over someone.

Anyway.. Later.

[missmelancholy]

Oh I know this feeling all too well. You will be ok though, sure you hurt now but you have a bunch of good friends who will keep picking you back up, when you are down. I know you probably don't think so right now, but there is someone out there for you, and I am a firm believer that things happen for a reason.

PS: Sorry about being kind of shady at the mall yesturday, I didn't realize it was you guys standing there until I was like right there....and I got kind of choked up and didn't know what to say.

[xswarmsoflocust]

well seeing how i have my hair cut short.. and jason cut his hair extremely short.. and we were both dressing classy.. probably threw you off guard.. thanks for the comments you two.. appreciated.

[j3ph1590d]

You just need time to figure out what you want out of life. Don't worry about what you don't have until you've figured out whether you really want it, and how to get it. We can't usually get what we want right away. I want to teach computer science, but I'm going to work for a few years to take a chunk out of my student loans. Then I'll find a university to get a master and PhD. Then I have to find a place to actually teach. Right now I'm just chilling out, taking this one step at a time, worrying about the next one when I need to.I won't get it all right now, and that is okay.