Wind In A Barrel ( Read more... )

I'd like to explain, but I can't ( Read more... )

I got green and I got blues
and everyday there's a little less difference between the two.
So I belly-up and disappear.
Well I ain't really drowning 'cause I see the beach from here.

Belly-up and arch your back.
Well I ain't really falling asleep; I'm fading to black.

June is approaching... not sure why i am even posting this but whatever...
I still miss her from time to time. Thinking back the past 3yrs and past events.

Its strange how we grow older and more distant as we become adults or lack their for a better word.

I'm happier now, but I just it just takes time to quit asking what if...

Thinking of a place, for us to share ( Read more... )

I'm not sure how you still feel about us, I myself am a bit confused.
I realize that you don't need me but right now I'm missing you.
Please don't let it end this way.

There's a place in my heart that won't kiss you goodbye that can't accept the truth that things aren't working out as planned. its so hard to admit that I drove you away with all this negativity, this anger every day. Your heart doesn't belong to me. Your heart doesn't belong to me. I know I don't have the right to bug you with how this feels, its ( Read more... )

So first off, i never check my LJ.. maybe i should more.. I'm a mess i guess. I turning into this corpse, where I dont feel, I dont care, and i have no will to live. Its quite a strange feeling not having ambitions or anything like that. I think im going to build up a big wall and lock everyone out. Cept Family. I'm done with relationships, Its not ( Read more... )

We try. We fail. We fall in line. We try again. We never learn ( Read more... )

I think other peoples lives would be better if i was dead...
Thats just todays outlook on life..