autophobia- fear of being alone.
coulrophobia- fear of clowns.
dishabiliophobia- fear of undressing in front of someone.
doxophobia- fear of expressing opinions or of receiving praise.
gephysrophobia- fear of crossing bridges.
ommatophobia- fear of eyes.
ophthalmophobia- fear of being stared at.
testophobia- fear of taking tests.

today was the shittiest day ever. i didn't know anyone nor did anyone talk to me (besides two people, and one said she'd take me to lunch but then she walked out the door before i could ask her about taking me with.. hmph). and i never saw tony for him to take me out to lunch either. and i was sweating all day, from 7am-3pm. what the hell? it's ( Read more... )

thank you to everyone who was at la's last night for waking me up at 2am!! i had a tough time falling back asleep you crackers!! haha, i dont care.. you're just lucky i LOOOOVE you all ( Read more... )

so tonight was shitty. don't know why, but it is. maybe getting smacked in the nose/mouth had something to do with it? no that's not the whole reason, because i got over that even though i did end up getting a fat lip. hmm, who the hell knows. maybe because i've been thinking alot lately? yes, perhaps that's it ( Read more... )

registration was this morning. hmm, definitely almost bawled my eyes out like a little baby. i don't wanna go there for school. and i'm sick of my mom telling me that i'll adjust to it even though i don't want to. so how bout since she knows i don't want to, she doesn't make me ( Read more... )

"i'm miles away from home and more miserable than ever."sorry for all of my complaining about being here. and about how i'm miserable. but i can't help the way i feel ( Read more... )

a thank you goes out to lea marie for listening to me complain today. and for the advice.

and also to holly marie for the advice. but the running away thing is still in the back of my mind. but i guess i'll have to wait until december to decide.

summer '04.. california with ms. hollypie :) wooo!!

bringing down the house wasnt as funny as i ( Read more... )

i'm home.

but the pool and hot tub are greatly missed.

hmph. oh well.

next vacation: florida :) :) :) :)

1. what's your favorite thing about chicago?
well i dont have just one. i have a few. i love being closer to my family and i love the weather, its gorgeous. and trains are fun as well :) and the city is absolutely amazing.

2. what would you do without me?i actually have no idea. if i hadn't of met you, i honestly wouldn't be half the person i am ( Read more... )