I MISS JOSH SO MUCH
and i really want to text him but idk if i should.
i love him so much i just wanna be with him all the time.
i think im gunna text him..

yeah i just said hey
maybe he'll answer

im being really stupid right now. wow.

here's a story.

i want to be pretty.
the end.

i hate everything.

and no this is not a gimmic to make people feel sorry for me.

no i dont want attention.

no to what ever else your thinking.

im out of my mind.

i want to be pretty
i want to be pretty
i want to be pretty.

I dont know whats wrong with me. Well I got my period today so maybe that could be why im in such a bad mood. yeah. anyway. i was just wondering what makes a person smart. like if someone scores a perfect 100 on every test does that mean their really smart ( Read more... )

long time no write again. today we had a SNOW DAY. heck yes. big shocker. im thankful though. we needed it ( Read more... )

wow. okay. im writing this on behalf of mel, laur and julie. our night was very interesting. so me and mel are sitting on the bleachers, b.c we are at the holmdel football game and it starts to drizzle so were like alright its not that bad, then it starts to really rain, not poor, but almost poor? so we leave the bleachers, and everyone starts ( Read more... )

so lets see today. i got up around 10:30 & ate a piece of cake lol. then i was trying to look for bands on purevolume and i sorta had some luck, but really. then i took a shower/got ready ( Read more... )

so wednesday i didnt do anything. at all. but i read! yup. shocking, i know ( Read more... )

so today. i cleaned out my room. clothes wise. now i actually have to clean it like vaccume & stuff so it looks some what better. haha. yeah but anyway after that we went to the mall. & we were there like all night. so im really tired ( Read more... )

haha yup. yeah i was in a lot of doctors offices today, but im really healthy so im happy about that. anyhow besides going to the doctors today, i went to barnes&nobles for 2 books. cuz friday night lights bores me. i think id like the movie better haha. yeah so im gunna see if i can get these books done. yeahhhhhh ( Read more... )

yeah. wow. haven't written in here in forever. im really bored. so i decided to start this up again. i don't know how often i'll write but we'll see what happenes. if anyone cares ( Read more... )