i haven't updated since my birthday, so i thought i would.. it's summer :) and it makes me pretty happy.. i went to puerto rico for nine days july 27-aug 5th. that was so amazingg! i love going there and just being with the people i most care about.. that has been the highlight of my summer. i've been working a lot. i don't really love my job, it's ( Read more... )

i feel like i'm always so depressed and upset. I hate feeling like I need to depend on someone to put a smile on my face.

I think people use "cinco de mayo"
as an excuse to get drunk,
I bet half of them aren't even hispanic.

I'm getting lazy at school ( Read more... )

So i decided I'm not going to my senior prom ( Read more... )

i'm so sick of stupid people, and ones who like to blame there problems on people. and for me to feel like this is my fault.

.. get yourself a life!

" Time takes pleasure in kicking our asses. For even the strongest of us it seems to play tricks. Slowing down... hovering until it freezes. Leaving us stuck in a moment- unable to more in one direction or the other. "

sometimes I really don't understand most of life. I always catch myself thinking about things that shouldn't even matter, but ( Read more... )

things have been getting so hard for me. :(

omg, that biggest weight is lifted off my shoulders;
i passed the MCAS after like the 4th time having to take it. :)
not that i'm dumb, i just really stink at math.
but finally i passed, with a 226. :]

that deff got me through last period, since it dragged by.

why do i care so much?