you know that good things happen when i'm with you...

Jul 22, 2005 00:13

reading outside until the sun sets, shopping for the apartment, nightly phone calls from the bestest friend a girl could ask for, making happy cupcakes with Suzi the homemaker,watching fireflies on warm nights with cute boys, and being a kickass intern are all things that consume my time lately, and i wouldn't want it any other way.

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stopshaftingme July 22 2005, 16:05:11 UTC
i have been thinking about you lately. i have been thinking that it really sucks that i haven't talked to you in over a month. i would say that this is a lot of my fault, but i'm not going to take the whole blame. situations change, and sometimes it is much easier to let people fall by the wayside than to fit them in. i met a wonderful, amazing boy and i wanted you to be happy for me and i wanted to include you in my new life. i should have made more of an effort, but you made it really hard for me. things got really awkward and then all of a sudden communication between us ceased.

i'm glad you're enjoying yourself and i'm glad your life is great. but i am sorry that you wouldn't have it any other way, because i would. i would rather still be your friend.

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xsweetxmiseryx July 24 2005, 04:13:56 UTC
i'm speechless that you could say i made things hard for you. was i not available whenever your new friends were busy? did i ever refuse to hang out with them? did i ever make you feel left out? did i ever make you choose between me or them? you said it best yourself, situations change, and yes sometimes it is easier to let people drift away then it is fit them in, and that's exactly what you did. yes i could have called you, but i could only be your back-up plan for so long until i got sick of the disrespect. i was and am still more than happy for you michelle, there is no one i would rather see happy, but i seriously don't know what else you wanted from me? i'm sorry to see that you think we can't be friends anymore, although i'm happy with how things are going in my life right now, i was never happy with the fact that we don't talk anymore.

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stopshaftingme July 24 2005, 17:09:59 UTC
i never said that i didn't think we couldn't be friends anymore. i just didn't want to deny the fact that we're past the point of gentle disagreement. i don't want this to turn into a lj battle of who is at fault for what. i don't have any excuses. i admit my faults. i'm mostly just angry that we let this turn into as big of a rift as it has become. if you felt disrespected and left out, why didn't you voice that to me? wasn't i allowed the chance to make it up to you?

before bill came along i have to say that i was the main planner of our outtings. so when i called you less, and you didn't call me at all it made things difficult. and yeah you're right you never flat out refused to be included in the new things, but you were less than enthusiastic about the things i invited you to do. maybe if we would have gotten this out into the open a while ago, it would have been easier to repair the damage. but like i said, you never showed you were upset with me, so i never had the chance to appologize. i'm sorry.

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