LOVE.....its so amazing...its like hearing anuplifting song for the first time...its like finding God all over again...and i thank him for my will everyday..if you people only knew what love at first site really was..

This life is so called misery.....tbs bitches

so im going down tonight after work to spend the night at my friend Justins house so me and some poeple can hang out...the drive sucks though i have to drive to clearwater after working from 4-12...but its worth it because adams there...

spent the night at Marks last night...you dont know how good it feels to roll over and know the person you care about is right there to hold you..

and the great thing is nothing happened....and im glad

hes back...and i think he might not want to be with me anymore...he called and let me know he was back but never called to meet up with me today...i missed him...

I miss _him_ its 6 in the morning and i rolled over and missed him..i tried to call but no answer...i just want someone to love me the way i think i deserve to be..i think _he_ can do that..and the beautiful thing is that he has no *clue*

All i can think about is _him_..whats happening to me..hayley and Justin and I went to hang out with the family..theyre more family to me than my own.justin is an awesome guy. good sense of humor and sexy and nice...but all i can think about is Mark...Marks no where near perfect but to me...hes the Epitimy of Perfection...

just got back from hanging out with Justin at hayleys house. we had a good time,everyone just joking around...i miss him..i cant wait to stay the night with him...

Just got back from pickin up Justin..2 hour wait but oh my gosh is he cute..tall blonde tan and funny.perfecto. but i dont care Mark called me today and made my week. i miss him so much he said the reason he didnt call was because he lost his phone at a venue. i cant WAIT for him to come home ( Read more... )

So my mother told me that if i come home...(after her not calling me for four days)that i will have no curfew. if i want to stay out all night all i have to do is write on a paper "wont be home tonight"...so pretty much im an adult...pay my own bills and do whatever i want...which is what i wanted..im still stayin at Hayleys house.i dont want to ( Read more... )