Ok, well my aunt died yesterday morning so im not so thrilled about that...but otherwise, everything is ok. I'm not exactly sad b/c the way i see it, is shes in a MUCH better place instead of being on earth suffering 4rm her epilepsy seizures, yano? I have never met her, but i wudve liked to. One day i will. Ok, so Jamaica here i come. Not too ( Read more... )

Ok...cried myself to sleep last night.Fun guys, LOTS of fun. So neways, im leaving 2mrw, havent seen any of my friends, hmm i wonder y.So neways, me and my mom get into a dumbass argument b/c i wanna buy shoes b4 we leave b/c school starts like THE NEXT DAY and i wanted shoes! But she gets all pissy and mad, and now i just regret askin.N now i ( Read more... )

Ok, well i went to get my hair braided @ 12pm, and didnt finish until about 8:30pm!!God.My head is killing me! :( I have a major headache! She was just PULLING my hair! Goddammit! lol. But i guess it looks pretty good. Now my goal for tomorrow is tryna get it up into a ponytail. DOUBLE OUCH! lol. Ok well yeah...im in pain..idk how im gonna sleep ( Read more... )

Ok..yeah. I finally decided to update after much needed journal work. Well let me go by days 4 u guys out there who actually wanna read about my pathetic life.. haha ( Read more... )

All i need are simple things...love, friends, freedom, and strength. Notice i didnt say family b/c i dont think family gives a shit about me. Well my mom got me some flip flops 2day but they didnt fit right so she gave em to my sister.. didnt even offer to buy me a new pair. w/e. Ok.. so ive been sittin here all day. I called sam to see how he was ( Read more... )

Ok life isnt that great...but its "ok" i guess.Right now im just sitting @ the computer and about to let my sis on b/c she came down here buggin me! Ugh...she needs to just leave me the hell alone. I never bother her ass. She has a damn tv..i mean c'mon. Right? I'm just a little fed up w/ life and how annoying it can be... :( Well..I might update ( Read more... )

Idk man...LIFE IS FUCKING BULLSHIT! FUCK EVERYONE!! FUCKING UNGRATEFUL PPL DONT REALIZE HOW MUCH I DO 4 THEM! JUST HOW MUCH THEY DO 4 ME?! WTF! THEN DONT HELP ME! I DONT WANT UR FUCKING HELP! I just hate this shyt. God dammit. Everyone is just taking their fucking turns in using me! I hate it. N im frustrated. N dammit...i need to be put out of my ( Read more... )

ok well i woke up about an hr ago..still feeling pretty lazy and boredd! :( Nothing much to do i guess but just sit around and talk 2 ppl and w/e. School starts in a lil while. lol, its strange b/c i felt like..it just ended a couple weeks ago. Idk..maybe its just me. My mom is so excited about going to jamaica that shes already packed! haha. Its ( Read more... )

Junk food makes u so fucking thirsty! haha. ok my cousin keke is spending the weekend here..11 yr olds? Not my thing.lol. I like being to myself sometimes, and there she is. lol. But its only 2 days..im not killing myself yet. Ok..so today amber had some weird away messages up and stuff and i was getting worried. SO i IMed gene. N i told her i was ( Read more... )

OK..all this drama went on last night that i didnt want...and i feel horrible. Uhh...love is a bitch. It just is..I hate it. I keep trying to move on or try something new..and god. Theres always a set back. But yeah...guess wat happened to me last night! :) I cried so much that i hyperventaled n almost stopped breathing! Isnt that great? yay. Sam.. ( Read more... )