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I'm having this extremely enticing urge to experience something new. A tangible new emotion to extract this unfamiliar numbness from my once free spirit. Alteration has always proclaimed it's victory when battling the normalcy of my consciousness ... but I feel I am becoming a bit weakened by my inability to venture outside the effortless comfort ( Read more... ) -
Simple Fulfillment.
I spent the day indulging in my acquisitive taste for the smell of aged valuables and useless junk. I wonder what it is that allows someone like myself to become so gratified by such nonsense. Maybe it is the simple gesture of realizing that time is the most valuable characteristic that any tangible thing in this life can obtain? I feel that ( Read more... ) -
Advice.
Today I heard the best advice I have been given in a long time...it was said that "successful people do not follow money.... money follows successful people." Considering that this statement is true, I assume it's fair to question what composes a "successful" person. Definitively speaking, success establishes an event that accomplishes its ( Read more... ) -
Between the Lines.
Contemplation... a configuration of sense... simple contributions to the endless reasons for vulnerability.
I'm relying on you
Contemplation... the inability to come to a conclusion.
to forgive my convoluted need for instability.
Contemplation... the consistent dissidence between my head and my heart.
i'm relying on your ironic way of allowing me to ( Read more... ) -
Making peace with the past.
I think the past is an elaborate gift that many of us fail to take advantage of. The moment I begin to allow my regrets and realities to converse, I choke. I live to make mistakes and I'm dying to tell the world how much my life has taught me. Panic, chaos, and disorder have proven to contradict themselves in my book. The negatives seem so ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Redoing Nature's Color Palette
I believe that it's quite symbolic that the sun burns a blinding white. I also find it unsuprisingly correct that money burns red like her ilpstick and the blood on my ego. If shades of green could scream louder, they might compete with the lack of saturatiion in yesterday's newspaper headlines. I don't feel i could compete with mother natures ( Read more... ) -
an emotional mirror has two faces...
six or twelve strings?
an emotional mirror has two faces..
am I giving away my lack of diligence?
your holding me while i'm holding onto my confusion. i'm so likely to drown in my unattentive intentions in coming home. what is home? Does it physically exist?
this emotional mirror has two names...
past and present.
i find myself a victem of both.
i ( Read more... ) -
When you can't stop thinking...
When you can't stop thinking do you just not think at all? Sometimes I wonder if we individually posess a common intervel between what's right and wrong. How do you really know what's best for you? Are we all in a sense bound to normalacy despite the confusion inside our heads? -
fate or coincidence?
i feel nauseated. like pucking up every single thought running through my head. What am I doing? Why am i doing this to myself? I feel as though i've castrated the passion inside of my heart. I used to bleed so easily...so beautifully broken I ws. I used to find it easy to let go of what's average....what's level...now i can't even get past ( Read more... ) -
Why?
will we all fear eternal commitment to growing up? Without confusion would we always make the perfect decisions? They say you can never go wrong with following your heart...But why is everyone so unhappy?