work sucks. school sucks. my car sucks (at hte moment at least). life in general sucks. espeically when my favorite guy ever lives in effing marshall. what greatnesss right?

school started. it sucks.

i wish is were summer wehn all i had to think aobut was camps adn where i was going for breakfast at 2 in the afternoon.

i have survived. i don't feel so alone anymore. he showed me how wrong i was...but i think our infatuation has fizzled. man, i still feel so freaking strong for him. alas theres nothing i can do about it. i'm glad i got to talk to him aobut it...im' glad i got my feelings in the open...but i cna't help but feel hwo much it sucks cause i don't ( Read more... )

Fuck this shit ( Read more... )

These paper wrists are lifeless
nothing has any meaning anymore
My damaged heart has broken

The wound blossomed like a flower
Each artery slightly protruding
slowly beating to the rhythem
of this crumbling heart

now its done and i can escape
my life is no longer a fortress
i am free