if only you knew ( Read more... )

well, i'm stupid. as always

you don't really know how much i love you. you know i love you but you don't know how much. you don't know how much i've cried but still hung on because i know that in the end it will be okay in the end. i wish i could scream and spill out all my insides for you to see. but even when i stand before you you're still blind. could i trap myself in a ( Read more... )

i am now seriously disturbed. i have just read the most desturbing thing on a bullitin on my space. if you have me on you friends list on my space and look for a recent bullitin posted by manix and read it.

our government is so inceredbily fucked up. i fucking hate this country and am not proud to be an american, i feel sick to my stomache.

xxxbalderdashxxx: would you like to hear of my wonderful adventure ( Read more... )

i saw tori amos last night and it was amazing, so beats alkaline tro when live!!!!!! i met her too, talked to her and hugged her and got an autograph, it's her birthday today, so happy birthday to her. and guess what, she's so little and looks so young! she's fourty-one today, and happy birthday to sarra cause it's her birthday today too! right now ( Read more... )

my mind is running, a million miles a minute. i can't get a single thought through. maybe it's just alittle nonesence maybe i'm just crazy, i sware they said this happened to them, just before they dived below. i sware it was some kind of mistake that led me here, this wasn't how it was s'pose to be, or maybe that's just how it seemed. i could've ( Read more... )

these words are always the same, all this stuff is always the same, nothing is ever different. but, again, i'm at anna's. john came home at 3:30 this morning, i knew he would. i'm craving pizza rolls, sounds good right about now. mmmm. talking to people. my new sn in xxxbalderdashxxx if anyone wishes to speak with me. haha, wishful thinking. i ( Read more... )

well yea yea everything's the same as always, right? nothing ever changes. i'm slightly bored so this is what i'm going to do ( Read more... )

haven't written in a while and for that i'm sorry. well, if i can get ahold of sara which sucks. tomorrow we're s'pose to to to the beach with her mom. should be fun (if it doesn't rain and i can get ahold of her. it's nick's birthday. happy birthday nick. he got his nip's pierced. yesturday i went to anna's, tiffani is not here, she wont be ( Read more... )