You just left a little while ago.
I'm crying.
This sucks.
I'm gonna miss you so much.
Wait.
I already do.

I fucked up my arm again.
Apparently I'm a huge fuckup.
Think I worried Gatlin, cuz I passed out from drunk & a bunch of headache pills.
I fucking fail.
I'm gonna miss Ken, too.
So much.
Wtf am I doing.
WTF.
AM
I
DOING.

bite me & kick me in the dirt. i'm ugly to you but i brought this on myself. i can't see what i've become, a fake compilation of everything you hate. bury me eyes deep in the mud for all that i am, and pray to God that i come back to life. you need me & i'm failing you, causing your tragedy, filling your shoes with sympathetic demise. nothing is ( Read more... )

oh how i'm frustrated with life. but i finally got drugs for my headache! fuckyes.

hot lunch date today with mandee.
wewt!

hey, i'm really glad you found someone to keep you happy while i fuckt up your life <3.
i hope everything works out hunneh, not that you'll ever see this most likely.
i want you to be happy. promise.

omg yay for 3 hour phone ( Read more... )

fuck thisss shittt.

wow.
it's kinda weird having a life.

like.
an actual life.

wednesday = tattoo adventure w/ lyn.
thursday = movie night with kev.
friday = ?
saturday = big party w/ laura.

wehhhewwwwwwwww!
i like itttt.
haa

its kinda refreshing.

EVERYONE FUCK OFF! K?!

Yeah ( Read more... )

you sit there and say that i've replaced you ( Read more... )

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Name one thing that you would like to do with me someday.
Go.