all im gonna say is that you shouldnt let me have anything wiith wheels. hmmmmm let me think, i go to leace for the shore at 5 am and get a flat so we make a detour on 95 and fix it. no worry we take johns car. long day at the beach. wuit my job. looking for a new one now. ugh, in a lot of pain since a fuckinig horse yes i said horse threw me off ( Read more... )

hair getting long....in love.....losing weight.....becoming a massage therepist....all about wmmhm.....too many hours at work.....not enough sleep.....not enough hours in a day.....miss my kate.....going away in may for my birthday.....cant wait to see what tomorrow holds.

things are changing for good. and for the fucking better. im so fucking happy lately nothing is going to change that. my attitude towards life so much more positive, like i said nothing can ruin things for me. i am doing so great in life. i have great friends. especially the one that spends the most time with me. you are so fucking awesome well im ( Read more... )

have no idea what to do today, what to wear, what to say. so i wanna see a few movies, i also wanna see the holiday light show. i need to go christmas shopping, and i need to figure out what to get kate for her birthday. im thinking about a holiday party at my house on friday of next week. that means i need to decorate ( Read more... )

people do stupid mistakes at time....i am one of those people who does stupid mistakes. for the person who says there sorry on an away message i can only accept it for one reason. the other reason i can not accept it for the shear fact of not being together. we both have made a mistake, but shit does happen. we are only human. im moving on as well ( Read more... )

mom taking my car and selling it....taking the phone....havent talked to him in a few days....looking at more schools for massage....one called me today....very happy about that....too much working.....need money for a plane ticket....just a week vacation....need to give john a gun to shoot him with....trying to boycott christmas this year...but i ( Read more... )

no more neil and me ( Read more... )

school eh
work not to bad
break talk with neil
left work
got food with kate
drop kate off at davids
get flat tire
fix flat tire with strange old man
thank god he stopped
picked robyn up from work
took her home
neil called
now crying

neils birthday
work most of my day
upset
cryed a little
visited neil
hung out with kate julianna and john
neil came by
thanked me
now have a new relationship
happy about that
the end
goodnight

i remember the time we sat in the car and watched the sunset. it was so beautiful. i thought i could fall asleep in your arms that night. that would have been grand. until i ripped you heart out from your chest and ate it in front of you. you broke my heart into pieces. just by that one kiss we shared. the kind of kiss you can only dream about. ( Read more... )