you'll never understand me the way you thought you did. and that works both ways. im sorry for whatever it is you think i've done. we both have our problems and if im honest we're better off without eachother. but i wish you the best i really do. you were such a good friend. i will never meet anyone like you again. have a nice life.

boy.

lisa out

well its that time of year again. everythings changing ( Read more... )

someone new oh yes

who was that george person? it all seems like it was so long ago now.

happiness is in store.

musical expression is a wonderful thing. im going to play it to him ( Read more... )

i miss having friends.

everything is about to get very different. ACM want to do something with me. i played my songs to people who could really make a difference yesturday. they told me i had something and they wanted to help me get where i wanted to go. after they have a cd of my best songs they want to have a meeting with me to discuss what we can do next. this is the ( Read more... )

we had the talk. i told him everything. i couldnt keep it all in any longer. i now understand everything that happend, how it went wrong, why it had to go wrong. but at least now i know i could never have stopped it.

i know its really over now. but even so it's going to take me a while to really let go. i really loved him. i still do.

why do i always end up back where i started?

the last week has been an interesting one but still managed to not let things get to me until yesturday ( Read more... )

got a bit drunk last night with robyn. no being a big drinker it only took me a bottle of red square! just about the cheapest night i've had in a long time ( Read more... )