i havent slept properly in 72 hours. i may have glandular feaver. and i have an audition with a major label producer on tuesday. FUCK

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well in 5 minutes i will be leaving to go to guildford. its too bloody early. but im happy to be moving anyway. im looking at a good two weeks without tv or a computer. oh joy. well saying that hopefully i will be able to go to acm and use their computers when im desparate. im going to have to make friends with boredam i think. god bless squidgy

well reading was superb. got absolutley rat arsed. saw some awesome bands and had a wicked time with my best friends ( Read more... )

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playing guilfest tomorrow. i cant wait but im terrified! played a gig at the white horse tonight, which was pretty fricken awesome. im actually really happy at the moment. everything seems to slowly be falling into place, slowly though. but im ok with that cos for now everything is good, not brilliant just good, really good. thats it really. wish ( Read more... )

its taken me these past few days to really think about my life and all that. And i´ve realised my main problem. I seem to dwell too much on the bad and not appriciate the good. For instance i will be miserable for days on end because of a problem i can´t change, and forget about playing guitar or seeing my friends who really want to see me. I just ( Read more... )

i feel a bit stuck in my head right now. like my life is sort of on pause. and i dont like it. but i need to do something about it. i need to stop wallowing in my own misery and just sort shit out without getting so stressed about it. it would be easier if i didnt have to live with them....but i do i dont have a choice so i will just have to live ( Read more... )

well im back in good old maidenhead...i am afraid to say not for very long tho. lets just say my living situation is unsatisfying. i lived in that horrible little house just to avoid being here and got to the point where i had no choice but to move back. i dont think i'll be putting up with this for too long. i miss my guildford life already. i was ( Read more... )

i am an inch away from just throwing in the towel, getting on the next train to maidenhead and leaving all this shit far away from me. meh. if only it was that easy ( Read more... )