NEW JOURNAL:
Nikk__ << ADD IT <3

can you help me, i'm bent. i'm so scared that i'll never get put back together.

Each Memory-
Your eyes. Burned into my memory.
Locked down in my mind. Staring into me,
But without emotion.
My Eyes. Welled up with tears.
The makeup runs, shows them bare.
So much hurt revealed in two eyes.
Tears, divided evenly, as i attempt to cry away
Each thing that reminds me of you.
crying away each memory.

Your mouth. The taste of your ( Read more... )

stayed home from school today. yey? well, it wasnt horrible. my head hurt, but it feels better now, kinda. so. yes. whoohoo. uum. did nothing the whole day. laid in moms bed until 4. haha watched ER and MtV a lot. then got bored and slept from 130 til 4. now i feel worse then i did this morning, but .. i promised my mom if i stayed home today, then ( Read more... )

mm. hello. hhe. uum. just got out of the shower. nice way to end a stressful hectic day, at .. six pm. haha. yes ( Read more... )

AmoSrt6587(8:15:23 PM): let things go the way they shuld go
AmoSrt6587(8:15:23 PM)): its worse wen u force sumthing to work n it doesnt
AmoSrt6587(8:15:23 PM): its like tryin to put a square box in a traingle box
uum, well. have i mentioned that i love my friends?
because, i do. <3

I'd rather be single on Valentines day, and be happy. then be with you on Valentines day,and be absolutley miserable. mhm.

uum. i'd translate that as a big FUCK YOU.
you're so not worth it.

edit:so um. me and sean broke up. you can say it happened on Valentines day, but in all honesty, it was over a while ago ( Read more... )

good day. bit boring, cant complain. grammys are on. very noice. i loveeeee the Grammys. haha. yah ( Read more... )

i found my FRIENDS PAGES. now i can see what's going on in everyone's lj's again. (= yey. uum. kickline/SAT classes today. joyous.
i miss Sean.
frikin Valentines day tomorrow. and it's 'gonna succcckkkkkk. /=
happyfuckingvalentinesday. ['cept my triples. (=]

morning. afternoon. whatever. boerdom sucksssss. hah. this livejournal is pissing me off, because i lost my friends pages. i dont know what the hell happened! it's really very sad. )= ::sigh ( Read more... )