ta-da...i finally didnt like fail...at life

1/2 english muffin-100
popcorn-62
ice cream-125
low-fat granola bars-210
pretzels-170

total: 667

i know your thinking wow what a cow i cant believe shes proud of that. but while walking around aimlessly (again) for four hours, i burned about 700, so it all evens out.

i have this really weird feeling that someone i know is reading this. i dont care, i just want to know ( Read more... )

this is my inspiration to lose some weight by the summer ( Read more... )

mother. fucker. i was gonna go to the green day concert in NH and my loverly mother was gonna pay for the $65 dollar tickets, but its tomorrow and she couldnt get them shipped here in time. fuck. thats okay though, whenever they play and cali my friend and i are gonna fly there. not really but we want to.i love green day more then anything in this ( Read more... )

( just testing something )

grrrr, sometimes i REALLY hate shopping. my shopping time would be better explained through a sample conversation between me and my mom ( Read more... )

today this dude came to our school who was a one man vollyball team. it was preety cool and he won all the games he played. anyway what i wanted to write was what he said at the end. he was like saying how many teenagers commit suicide a year. then he was like "last year a kid came up to me and he had five razor blade marks down his arm and said ( Read more... )

theres only one word to discribe the way i acted today:cow. im fat and ugly and uselass...and holy crap i had a bad day. i did walk around aimlessly for two hours or so. maybe i lost a pound or two off my fat ass ( Read more... )

im it a really bad mood, but a good mood. like my sister is really pissing me off...but other then that im fine...im mildly happy. yesssss. anyway today i have a little bad of cheezits but i did this elipto thing, its like you ski but you dont really move. but i burned about 400 cals on that, then i ate some wheat thins. and i really want a banana ( Read more... )

i went to my dads this weekend so i didnt do to well. yesterday i had and english muffin and a donut and some alfredo shit for dinner. today ive already eaten a lot. whatever. im this close to not careing...which really scares me. last night i cut a shit load of pictures out of magazines to put in my thinspiration journal thing. my favorite is one ( Read more... )