And I am a writer, writer of fictions. I am the heart that you call home. And I've written pages upon pages. Trying to rid you from my bones

you knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart ( Read more... )

well, spring break has been ok so far. kelsey and i have been in good moods lately which is a change...but a good one of course. we got to see our boys again today which was nice since we havent seen them since friday. the only shitty thing is that ive been really sick lately. i couldnt smell anything yesterday and it creeped me out. if my house ( Read more... )

today was a good day. it was a lot like summer and i miss that. when we used to laugh at everything and not take anything seriously and going shopping in the mall and being the most annoying people we can be. whats up with everyone taking things so seriously these days. come on guys, laugh with me. ha...ha...ha.
hmm?

damn. i was hoping i wouldnt wake up this morning.

I'm living like I'm lost these days

ew. bad day? uhhh yea, of course.

ahh today was so good! kelsey, alora and i all chased eachother around alora's apartment building with squirt guns and no shoes on. and kelsey had a crown on. i felt like we were 10 years old. and i loved every minute of it. then kelsey and i hung out with our boys and it was amazing as always.

you sit there silent, folded arms and look down as I walk by. though my face has changed, you know it's me, you know by the stillness in my eyes. come and whisper in my ear, "you're very pretty, dear" and
"it'll be alright." You're lying! but I don't mind tonight.

We laughed a thousand times. We died a thousand times.