so i realized i don't update anymore. i guess i'll start now ( Read more... )

so i havent updated in like a year so i guess i'll get started ( Read more... )

so my birthday was fun. kelsey, caitlin, and alora made me a cake. and then we got josh and christina and went to the park. then we went to caitlins and played charades ( Read more... )

so summer is pretty good. so far its consisted of roadtrips with friends, coffee, cigarettes(of course), reading, drawing, girls night at aloras and other shit ( Read more... )

so...things arent going too well ( Read more... )

the contradiction of what i expected you to be and what you really are.

so i think im going to dye my hair red again. but this time, its not going to be a shitty reddish brown. its going to be more of a red.
thoughts?

what a shitty weekend. what are you supposed to say when your dad tells you he's depressed...?

so we drove for what seemed like days over roads and four lane highways. we said all we had to say and i realized in time that it didn't mean anything.

i keep trying to make things like they used to be. honestly, i dont even know why i bother anymore. i give up.