i sometimes don't like the feeling of anticipation. waiting. wondering. being patient. sometimes.. it just seriously blows. it's the kind of feeling that i am wasting my time doing nothing when i could be out doing something. err... oh well.
i just asked a fairly vital question that applies to my life that i've realized before and know about myself.. but has not actually been said to me until now
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gah... why do i get myself into so much trouble... i think. and i don't want to think anymore. i just want to forget. i want to be happy again. i'm so trying to make myself happy. ... make me new again!
"Dear God.. ... make me a bird... ... so i can fly... ... fly .. far far.. away..."