New Year's Day always sucks. Because I always feel sad.. I feel like I completely left behind eveyrthing about 2005. But I guess I'm happy to leave SOME of it behind. But idk I think I'm dumb but it makes me feel like all the good stuff really is gone officially now. Maybe more good will happen? Hopefully?

( Happy New Years? )

Okay so you know I miss you. And you know I still love you. At least I hope you do, because I try really hard to make you see it without looking pathetic at the same time haha. My life doesn't feel the same anymore. And it's not the same. I'm scared of all this, too. I'm scared of letting someone hurt me like that again. But it happens and it goes ( Read more... )

( entirely too many things in one day. )

Um Angel come home!! I love you and I miss you a lot!!! Who needs Florida, anyways.

Yay today is going to be a good day :) I'm excited. I'm goin babysitting at 1 and then at about 3ish Brett is gonna come over :) and then I get to hang out with him for a little bit after babysitting and then I don't know what I'm doing but I'm sure I'll find something maybe ( Read more... )

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You are the only one that can make me forget about him. Whenever I'm with you or talking to you or even thinking about you he doesn't even matter to me. And that hasn't happened before. And it sucks because I know that we aren't going to happen anytime in the near future. I wish we could, though. I don't know... maybe I sound really stupid right ( Read more... )

So this Christmas didn't suck as bad as I thought it would. But the part I anticipated being the worst... was probably actually worse than I thought it would be. But whatever.

Sooo today I got the 40 year old virgin anddd new headphones for my ipod from Brett for my birthday/Christmas!! haha some good times.

...No way.

Mannnn never a dull Christmas in the Kieszkowski house!! Let's see... this year I got a JON GARLAND WORLD SERIES JERSEY!! the world series on dvd, the entire "story of the season" on dvd, the Tiffany's bracelet I wanted, $50 for gas, $100 for the mall, egyptian cotton sheets, a new comforter, a sweatshirt, $25 for caribou, a manicure set and as a ( Read more... )