I miss Travis. I never get to see him and I just hate that. At times it doesn't even feel like I'm in a relationship because we barely even talk on the phone and internet. I love him to death though and I'm willing to sacrafice my time for him, but sometimes.... I don't know. Next year will be the make or breaking point... at least the first ( Read more... )

wow. Just fucking wow.
I don't know what to think about this whole thing anymore.

I hate waiting around for phone calls

So I think I'm considered an official insomniac right now. I've got no sleep in the past 5 days and I have the biggest bags and darkest circles under my eyes. I don't know why my medicine isn't working either. All I know is I fucking hate this because I just can't seem to shut my shit for nothing brain off at night ( Read more... )

Things are really looking up for me ( Read more... )

I'm really a mess and slowly falling apart. I think I seriously would have by now if it wasn't for Travis. I guess I should be honest and say that our love isn't as perfect as it seems sometimes but it really is in a way because we always find ways to get over little problems that would probably tear most couples apart. It's been almost 9 months ( Read more... )

I'm in love.

Okay, so I lied. I kind of miss it here ( Read more... )

I have DSL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Im not going to be updating this anymore....I got really bored with this whole thing.