stephen

[xthisgirlkills]

and i have happened to be able to make one of the biggest mistakes in my entire life, in one night. i have lost mr.right. he was so perfect for me and i was unale to be perfect for him. i will never get to redem myself. and now i am left to loath the mirror, because i am disgusted with the image i see.

how do i do such a thing? i do not know. i

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[upandatthem]

oh damn dude, i'm sorry to hear :\

a girl can't get a break, huh

[xfalsebeautyxx]

Your entry makes me so sad. You two do look so cute together and I couldn`t tell you that y`all aren`t perfect together, because it looks as if you two were. And that`s sad, to lose someone that is perfect for you. Don`t let your head fall just yet, because if he is perfect...he`ll come around. And he won`t let you go. And you will regret what you did, but you`ll never do it again...unless you truly don`t care about Stephen. Which we all know is untrue. Because it is obvious that you do. I wish you the best of luck in all that is near and I love you and I am always here for you.

[xthisgirlkills]

yes babe, and you have helped me out alot over these last few days, we need to get together soon.

i spilled my heart to him last night and told him how i felt about him, and i think he is truely coming around, because we are back together, and why else would someone go through such bullshit....just for me? you know...i mean he has to truely have these emmense feelings for me.i know he loves me but i think i am finally showing him that i love him..

u know me. its hard for me to let someone know how i feel about them because i am afriad of rejection.yes.me afriad of rejection!!! sounds redicoulous..*icant spell this morning* but thanks for all your words of wisdom. iloveu.

[xfalsebeautyxx]

I am so glad things turned around for you. I knew they would, because it seems that y`all are so right for each other. <3 I commented back to you on my post as well. And again, I thank you for your words. I love you and I hope you two can stick it out together and have no more pain. <3 And I`m still waiting, I`ll always be waiting. :) But for now, friends is good. And we most definitely need to do something next week. <33

[mrgreen]

ah, sorry, babe . . . it's not the end of the world, you know?

[badxdog]

I'm sorry to hear lass!
Can't for the life of me understand how anyone could leave
a sweet thing like you behind, just like that...

Here's hoping you'll see the dawn of beter days to come.
And I mean SOON!

Hugs&stuff
BadxDog

[xthisgirlkills]

thanks.
and he came back.thankfully. through lots of tears and pain, and talking, and great make up sex, he is mine once again. and he will be mine, this time i will not take any risk of losing him.

i do love him. and even though we got all fucked up and shit, i know he loves me, or else he wouldnt have suffered and gone through so much pain for in the end he is with me.

and that makes me feel good.

[upinflamesx]

very cute.