haha man i forget how old i am somtimes. last night was just a reminder. kids in the scene now a days dont have a clue. theres no conviction or sincerity anywhere. it makes me sick. i saw half the kids who were singing along and gang vocaling the stage for casey jones "know this x" outside smoking after the show. FRIGGIN LAME. theres just no depth ( Read more... )

today, i almost gave up.
i now know how strong my demons are;
not strong enough.

paul faught the fight of faith,
i know it can be done.
i know i will overcome.

when i am weak, i am strong.

Has anyone heard the new Jesus Wept song yet???? You should go to pure volume and check it out, that is if your down with Jesus,and hardcore. On a personal note I wish I could play drums because then I could just stop trying to find people who want to play the same music and do it all myself. but thats not any fun.

finally somthing worthy enough to post about........im going to cabo for 5 days to do nothing but skim and take pics and vid. the best thing is that i only have to pay for half the trip and Zap is taking care of the rest, yaaaaa me! The only bad thing is that im gonna miss Amber:( I have left you with a picture of me slashing the gnar shredding ( Read more... )

I havent been able to get on myspace for like hours now and i think im gonna have a breakdown. i need myspace aa.

dang it my internet was down yesterday and i missed the sweet applebees hangout/eat sesh and im so bummed about it.

show last night was a blast. shattered realm,DBD,ramallah,suffocte faster!!! didnt really like coldside that much and Im not sorry but get the ammo sucks. thats just my opinion though. will got hit in the face pretty dman hard as did seth. I fortunatly missed a few close calls by like an inch or so from dmc and that dude with the guns. but that ( Read more... )

WTF bitches?????????????

ya I fuckin sick again and its driving me nuts. I cant stop coughing and my head hurts. my new job allows me to make more money but im starting to question if its worth going through the day angry and driving home unhappy and depressed. I know if i keep my head down and push forward things will get better ( Read more... )

F*#k working from 9 till 7 today, F*#k it in its stupid ass.