Late night texts....
...not so good. unsure of commitment. unsure of stuff. scared. scared. scared.
I hate this.
I'm really not doing so well.

It sure is a coincidence that my horoscope says:
If you sense some fowl play going on around you today, you are right. Your keen observation skills are convincing you that what you're seeing isn't quite on the up and up, so be very careful who you deal with today. trust only the people who have proven themselves to be trustworthy already. Everyone ( Read more... )

I guess it's over. I'm done. Why does this shit always fucking happen to me.
I'm pretty sad. and I want to sleep but I can't stop thinking.

<3 jess

take another step back to remember ( Read more... )

A boy with dreads came over last night. He suprised me with one cute flower and my favorite vitamin water.
:-)

I've said this before, and I'll say it again, every time I leave to go across the country (even if it's only for a few weeks), I get forgotten ( Read more... )

I am tired. my eyes hurt. i'm worn out. how can i be so fucking exhausted right now? it's the begining of the semester and i'm already feeling like this. i don't understand.

<3 jess

I've been back in Arizona for a week and 'friends' back at home still don't realize I am gone ( Read more... )

I wake up to the electrifying glow that illuminates my room and a big bang from outside. Everything is black. Everything is invisable. I am blind to the world, but hear sounds that would make a baby cry with fear and a twenty year old girl realize how alone she really is. I should be losing sleep due to being out and partying with friends ( Read more... )

It's hard to get out of bed. Real hard. It sucks having pills to help you get motivated. I ache. I've been in bed for 2 days straight. Sleeping mostly. I hate this feeling. I'm never really tired. That is the opposite of me. Seems like everything is falling apart.

<3 jess