i hate it when you have so much weight pushing down on you...i just wanna scream...i seem to mess things up when they are at their best...i never thought id do this...i cant change the past...but i beat myself up trying...i miss so many things and so many people...how i wish i was so young again...i thought i was out of this stage...but somehow i ( Read more... )

I miss you all muchly :D

how is everyone
it looks like only ashley and carissa write, anymore..
i miss you both.
how has everyone been?

hey guys i havent posted on here in forever..which i see no one really does ( Read more... )

okay today my brother left for iraq...this is the hardest thing i've had to deal with...ever ( Read more... )

okay guess what i get my licsence in 2 weeks im so excited..i have a car and im ready to roll...im doing pretty well actually..schools going great and i have fun at it ( Read more... )

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okay everyone i think this is going to be the last time for a while that im going to update...your probably thinking...thank god..but yea i update here and there and no one ever seems to give a shit and i just not going to waste our time any more..and its pretty sad that i have to write things like i have such a bad life and i wanna die to get ( Read more... )

tomorrow is really going to suck....I'm getting my wisdom teeth cut out...And I'm nervous, and scared...ughh...i just hope it goes well...

hopefully i wont die..

i got a job today..making big bucks....not really but i do make okay money and i only have to work on the weekends 10 to 5...$6 and hour....yea and i make chicken and thats it and im on the lake all day which i love...get to see hott guys all day which i also love heheh...but yea today was a lil rough but ill make it through ( Read more... )