freexmontana   add mee!!!!

I just had the best sleep and I want to thank you for being my pillow and blanket!

everything is so overwhelming! I am going to cry.

I can only take so much and then I just blow.

I was telling Lawreance all this.

Lately.. maybe its because I am grounded and I have had time to think about things...   But lately.. I just feel so.. blah/empty/confused/waiting for something.  I don't know what I am waiting for.  I feel like I am waiting for something that I know isn't going to happen.  I want this so bad... I want my hands ( Read more... )

I HATE BEING GROUNDED!!!!

Just thought Id let ya know...

I ATE ALL THE HOT TAMALES>!!!!

My mom let Dylan come over last night so he could give me my gift and so I can give him mine.  It was really fun.  He got me a $25 gift card to AE.. Its the thought that counts.  And atleast he knows where I like my clothes.  Lol.  I got him a shirt from Pac Sun.. its like this really cool lumberjack shirt.. he likes ( Read more... )

I found something to do.  One of the shirts I got for xmas is a tad bit too small in the chest for me.  Because I am so well developed.. lol.  So I am going to udjust the buttons to the left so its easier to button and I don't have to suck it in... thank you.  This will occupy me for oh about 30 mins... I am a sewing genuis.. (if thats how you ( Read more... )

ughhh...

I don't like smoking alone.  I don't like being alone period...

Gosh darn.  I know what I did was wrong.. and now I have to pay.  I hate being grounded.. I hate being home.  I want to see my friends.  ( screaming hurts the throat )