well well well...its been about 6 and a half months since ve used LJ ( Read more... )

8 days 5 hours and 17 minutes til my birthday

a lot of you kiddies will be illegal lmao and much more will be legal for me!

send some love <333

why is it so hard for me to just obtain, once i do i just lose it right away, like always...nothing ever changes for me...i never know what to think anymore except to keep trying and to keep having hope ( Read more... )

"A problem clearly stated, is a Problem half solved"

"Failure is the chance to begin again more intelligently"

Both so true, think about it and you'll understand.

<3

today was very different, REAL GOOD, but different non-the-less

mm woke up today called cyn, showered, cyn then picked me up n i went with her to shoot her film for film class...we got like the intro done, pretty much the first verse...still a lot more to go though...its a lt of fun, i especcially liked the close-up of my ass :D i got to throw a fit in th video too i liked that hahaha ( Read more... )

so today pretty much started out shitty, waking up at 7 am to clean my garage, have a garage sale, load a truck with goodwill shit n garbage...then took it all to goodwilll, then the rest to the city dump in calabasas, which was really stinky...afterwards i talked to cynthia for like 30 minutes, then took a shower n began to watch Batman Begins, ( Read more... )

last night was pretty much amazing, actually ALL of yesterday was. i spent from 130-1030 with cynthia, and it was a grand time. we hung out with her old school chum mikey, he was awesome he offered me a nugg...et......of chicken.....you fuckin drugies :P and then we had to drop him off after we got my bleach to do my hair (which sadly wont be done ( Read more... )

i wish i was someone else so i knew wut its like to spend time with me...i really do

i am practically loving life right now, only one thing could bring me down, and its the one true thing i fear the most...those of you who know me well know what that is...MAN O MAN LIFE IS AMAZING...last saturday i spent entirely with cynthia, cookd for use watched movies, drove around n got hair dye (which we are dying hair friday), sunday cynthia ( Read more... )