I dont really use this thing much anymore...i use myspace more often...so if there are still people out there that check this thing out...go to http://profiles.myspace.com/users/3340553 instead! :)

So much to say...and too lazy to say it. I really dont think anyone reads this anyways...so ya.
peace

I want to cry, not because im sad....because im frustrated. Apparently nothing is easy in my life.

I fixed things....the ball is in his court...and i think hes gunna hit it.... LMAO...nice analogy huh!!?!?!   Wheee!  Things are good.  Im tired....but im always tired.  Actually, i think im gunna go to sleep now...its only 1030...i could actually get 7 hours of sleep.  WOOHOO.

NIGHT ALL!

DONT YOU JUST LOVE WHEN YOUR PARENTS TELL YOU THAT YOUR DESPERATE. FUCK THAT SHIT. EVERYONE IN MY FAMILY NEEDS TO STAY OUT OF MY BUSINESS WITH MATT!!!! I DONT WANT ANYONES ADVICE. IM NOT GUNNA PLAY HARD TO GET! IM GUNNA BE MYSELF. IM SOO PISSED RIGHT NOW YOU HAVE NO IDEA!

An update on the boy....apparently i have to be the one to "spit game" cuz this boy is too shy.  I know he likes me now...he was supposed to invite me to a movie at his house to watch with his brother and his bros gf.  well he never did....its hard to explain how i found out about this...but ya.  holy shit...so complicated and frustrating.  I ( Read more... )

MY TIMEING SUX!!!!!  Dont you hate it when you really want to hang out with someone you like...and you have been waiting for them to ask you...and then when they do....YOU CANT  CUZ YOUR BUSY!!!!   Since all of my friends have left i hardly ever have like major plans on the weekend...but of course this one weekend i do. GRR!  Im really excited to ( Read more... )

Things suck right now. boys are lame. they make me feel like shit and probably dont even know it. GRRR! Is there something soo wrong with me that no one can love me because of it? Im losing all my friends...or they are already lost. Im depressed. :(

I had a really good weekend. Hopefully things continue down this path.....

I am bored out of my mind!!!  My parents are driving me nuts...my gramma is here..so thats good..she sticks up for me.  The only eventful thing that happend to me today was when i went to taco bell to get food for everyone...and the guy at the window hit on me....LMAO.  Half the time i feel like i should be able to do better than taco bell guys.. ( Read more... )