ahhh...why have i been such a downer lately? ihave no idea. this is definitely not good. work is good, it coule be better, i feel like i get the shaft, and that i always miss out on the important things to do, i just need to be able to focus on what to do andto just be myself. Gosh i feel just so alone. I know that I have Chris, but I need girls, I ( Read more... )

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So it's 2 am and i am still awake. wait correctino 230. Fuck! lol ( Read more... )

so i don't know what to say for the first time in my life ( Read more... )

so still no word. where did i go wrong ( Read more... )

honestly, bad things always happen to me with guys. i swer im not meant to be with someone. i want to break down and cry right now bc i thought i was actually going to be able to go hang out with a guy and be good. and i was really excited as well ( Read more... )

Ahh ( Read more... )

Oh Brother ( Read more... )

fuck.
crazy, jealous.
homework is driving me insane.
i cannot wait till this week is over.
just wanting everything to be the same again.
i can't believe the everything and nothing that has happened this summer.
I'm so bored, y et so overly consumed with work.
this week needs to end right now,so that i can just be done with everything!

i feel so alone, so left out, so tired, so bored, so overwhelmed, so not who i am ( Read more... )