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i like the word vacuole
im a lepper...or i think i have lepracy
or maybe my hands are made for leprachauns
on another note friends shouldnt ditch you
especially now
bad friend NO IMMA SPANK YOU -
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today I awoke in a shower, my hands covered in blood
my own or someone elses ...cant be sure
I cant even be sure its blood
or that its really on my hands
or that its really real at all
there is no blood
i could see it
but it wasnt there
you see?
i wasnt frightened at the morbid hallucination
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how can i explain it... years upon years of therapy to learn how to communicate feelings...but i cant express this in the right words...not outloud. maybe in writing ( Read more... ) -
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i think im destined to be alone forever ( Read more... ) -
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i was texting yvonne today to tell her i wanted to shave my eyebrows off... and she told me my friend shelly works with her now...i havent spoken to shelly since the otep show and ive been worried she got back on drugs so i wanted to go up and talk to her and get to see yvonne so it would be awesome on both sides. i asked ani for 20 bux and her gps ( Read more... ) -
its hard to come to terms with it
i understand that its very unlikely i will ever have my feelings reciprocated when it comes to lovers. because honestly i love too intensely. its difficult for me to fall ...but when i do its like an anchor to the ocean...and if/when the other person gives up on me.. its like the boat left with my heart (the anchor) still sunken and forgotten at ( Read more... ) -
new and old
things have been better lately ( Read more... ) -
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Sometimes I find it frightening ( Read more... )