well i have been really busy lately so i haven't written in a couple days.so today was sorta shitty until i went to hang out with bobby hart,chris and pat...<3..they made my day better.this afternoon i had to deal with laura bitching me out..she made me feel so shitty..alot of people really don't have any idea how much it does hurt as you sit there ( Read more... )

so i suppose everything is my fault...anything that tends to happen is definately my fault...because if laura says so..it is...rite? yea...im so sick of it...im done

eh...today was a feel weird day..i just...couldnt...::sigh::...i dont know...all i want to do is talk to her now telling her how sorry i am for making her think i was mad at her...im not...never would be..just felt weird thats all...when certain people where there too..grr...i guess i was just mad it couldnt be like tuesday...thats all i suppose... ( Read more... )

every day goes by slower and slower...why cant moments that are worth while go by slower....ive realized that life has been complete shit and torment lately...no one notices how good they have it if they do...they just walk around like life is going to be here forever...i want to bash them into the fucking ground...the ones that have everything ( Read more... )

wow...well yesterday was..::sigh::...just the best night...i got to see her..hehe...well...i have to go to school...umm..i will be thinking of u..

<3..

eh.....i just got this journal...finally....haha...well im gonna go until i have time to write...byby..