This morning I woke up in such high spirits that I felt like kissing everyone. I woke up realizing how much in love I was in.

And now I'm struggling to hold back tears. I'm fighting to keep them inside. It's not that I have any feelings for Matt, it's just that all those times he always told me he's never loved anyone in the way he's loved me. He ( Read more... )

Had the most awesome day.

First I drove up to Jeff's house in Coventry... a little awkward at first... but then we decided to leave. First we cashed Jeff's check, then we went to Starbucks where I had a hot chocolate, he had a Java Chip, and we split a peanut butter cookie. Then we chased after a goose and her babies... They were so cute, but then ( Read more... )

Woke up this morning and realized I hate being a female... Ladies, you know what I'm talking about.

Anyways, I actually have plans for once... I used to always have plans... and now I'm back... just kidding. I'm going out with Jeff today... I don't know what we're going to do specifically, but he did promise bowling... I LOVE bowling. I haven't ( Read more... )

Been up since five thirty and my feet have been moving non stop.

A quarter to seven, I go out to the bank to get some money. From there I drive from Woonsocket to Cowesett in Warwick. Anthony's mom's not there. So I leave to go for gas. When I come back, I've got thirty-five minutes to get back to Woonsocket for my driving test. Take Anthony's mom ( Read more... )

xbrassxbuttonsx: i remember when i first saw you
xbrassxbuttonsx: "i could never ever get with her"
xbrassxbuttonsx: seriously
xbrassxbuttonsx: your so beautiful
silent sililoquy: *blushes*
xbrassxbuttonsx: im dead serious
xbrassxbuttonsx: like
xbrassxbuttonsx: i just glanced
xbrassxbuttonsx: and wow
xbrassxbuttonsx: my mouth actually dropped i remember
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I can't go to prom.

Not because of my tardies and absences because I took care of that.

Not because I don't have a date

But because Dawn can't afford my dress and ticket and everything else.

I'm not mad. I didn't cry. It's just disappointing

Every dance I've made sure to attend and it figures that the most important dance of my high school career ( Read more... )

Current mood: nervous ( Read more... )

Today Dawn's coming home from the hospital... This means I'm going home.

It's sad to leave this surrogate home, but did I honestly think it would last forever?

I'm so happy Dawn's out of the hospital. I have to take care of her ( Read more... )

Alright... I probably overreacted.

What's the chance that my test comes out HIV positive, ya know?

I'm just overreacting.

They checked me for cancer, too... and mono and strep and I think a few others. They all came back negative... If I get a call in a couple of days, I'll know it's positive on the HIV.

I mean, I probably don't have it... I ( Read more... )

I don't feel like using font ( Read more... )