Things are better...

Anthony's mom says I can use her/Anthony's Chrysler Sebring for my driving test...

I drove from Anthony's practice in Mass in it... and she taught me to parallel park just in case.

I love jellybeans.

My tonsils are once again swollen. I really don't know what it is. I've been sucking on these green tea/honey throat ( Read more... )

Alright, Anthony and I didn't really break up... Well, he felt that things had changed, so I told him that we'd have to seperate in order for him to figure out what he truly wanted. After five minutes, he realized what it was like to be without me and he said it was "terrible" and he "needed me back"...

What a baby...

And that's why I love him

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Anthony and I just broke up.

If I were writing this fifteen minutes ago, I'd be in tears and start ranting about how life never plays in my favor and blah, blah, blah.

Fuck that shit.

I'm in the best spirits right now than I've been in the past three days. I love Anthony with all my heart, I truly do... but I feel that this is what we need. I ( Read more... )

I'm home alone right now and I realized that there's no way in hell I'm going to survive the weekend, nevermind the week.

The fridge contains the following: brown oranges, onions, day old milk, and ketchup

The freezer: chicken pot pies and frozen popsicles

The cabinets: peanut butter, lots of cereal, assortment of canned veggies, and spaghetti-os ( Read more... )

I'm in shock.

I just found out that Dawn will be in the hospital for a long time...

She had a heart attack Thursday night.

I want to cry.

I don't know how to react to news like that. I love her a lot.

May is going to suck so much.

1. I can't take my driver's test because I don't have a car

2. How will I be able to go to prom if Dawn is in the ( Read more... )

Yesterday was the worst. I felt so alone and forgotten. It was like Junior year all over again. I hated it. Standing in a crowd, yet so alone. BLAH... I feel that I'll never accomplish anything in life and I'll get nowhere... It sucks...

But today was a bit better. Anthony didn't go to school because his ( Read more... )

Last night I screamed in my sleep.

I woke up the house.

In my dream I yelled at my mother. She wouldn't listen to what I had to say...

Anthony and his parents woke up at two o' clock in the morning to a little girl across the hall comfy in her blankets, screaming at the sky:

"SHUT THE FUCK UP!"

Anthony thought I was possessed.

*spins head ( Read more... )

Alright, I've come to the conclusion that I am officially a girl... and I hate it.

I'm anti-woman. I love mascara and making sure my hair is somewhat presentable, but I never wanted to be the stereotypical teen that television portrays us blue-eyed young adult beauties to be. Well, move over reality show... I'm walking in.

My livejournal consists ( Read more... )

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Last night was more of a mellowed out day for some reason. I think both Anthony and I were tired of staying inside all day, so after playing with beautiful Kassidy, we went to Providence Place to check out a movie. I insisted we see Kung-Fu Hustle cuz the commercials looked funny... boy was I wrong! It was a subtitled crock of crap. So we snuck out ( Read more... )